The girl was wonderful, but it wasn’t the right time, and we weren’t right for each other.
This where the toxic cycle starts, the mismatch of personalities that happens out of the desperation of finding the right person is staggering.
There’s no reason to try, however, because there’s no way to ever get a grasp on it. You try to act macho and put down the fact that you have a lady in your life.
It’s such a powerful emotion; people have tried for years to understand it. If you are a straight male, you likely deny even the slightest acceptance of the word.
I had loved before, don’t get me wrong, but not like this.
Maybe I’m wrong -- I probably am -- and everybody has his or her own individual journey.